The other day, a friend at work made a comment that sort of took me by surprise.
"I haven't really ever seen you excited," he said.
"Naw, I'm just really tired lately," I replied.
But I realized something. I really haven't been excited about anything in a while. I'm stuck in a sort of holding pattern, I guess. I graduated early and have been spending this semester working as a barista and beefing up my writing portfolio. Except...that not much writing is going on. I'm watching a lot of TV, sleeping a lot, not working out as much as I used to...I don't know what's happening, but I know that it's something I need to break.
Why haven't I found anything to be excited by lately? Why am I afraid to go anywhere?
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